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I  have a little problem. I over think things. I go over every simple interaction in my head again and again. I just want an answer, where are you? Why did you stop calling? Do you miss me? Why do I care this much?

I hate these thoughts and i wish i could make them go away

WOW~ so my life has changed at lot since my last entry or at lest I feel like it has. I went to Belgium for 10 days and had the experience of a life time. I meet so many cool people, saw a lot of old stuff, did some awesome things. Now im home and i think im edge of entering a stage in my life. that a little dramatic but i don't care. I like this guy and he like me. i wish life stopped there and things weren't so complicated. i think im already getting to attached. i know in the end the one who is going to get hurt but don't care and i don't want to stop. I wish he would ask me out (me the commitment-fobe) that way i know for now he feels the same way. oh well i think ill give it more time and let it play out.